Can't See My Halo

Smog around me so thick they can't see my halo,
People making assumptions acting like they know
Wall up around me so I'm always protected,
Denial is some people's reality threatening to make my life hectic.

Eyes straight forward but through my peripheral, I'm still watching you
the people who are "in your corner" are the ones probably blessing blocking you.
Creepin up around me like I can't see your shadow,
if you're creepin on me I'll take your soul with my night glow.

I'm seeing things clearer than I ever have before,
like you claim your helping but your the devil down to your core.
Don't know if you're with me or against me,
Your attitude is acid friendly.

I try to keep my eyes on the prize like its the lottery
Trying to find the God in me,
won't let you pessimists bother me
but the smog is so thick that they can't see my halo.

People watching me acting like they know,
when the outside appearance its just a cover for the inner,
to cover the truth or the lie, the saved or the sinner
A place to start searching if your a beginner
but the shield to a soul if you are lazy or a quitter

but the smog is so thick that they can't see my halo...
the smog is so thick I know they can't see my halo.

Written for my bro T

Closer to my dreams than I've ever been before
I'm on the search for wisdom
so I can rob the rich and give to the poor

Mind so heavy with the things i'm trying to obtain
soul rock hard from the spirit that i'm trying to contain
Bearing my soul to these people so they can feel my pain
Hoping that my losses will result in somebody else's gain
Looking for the sunshine because I'm tired of all the rain
Trying to care for humanity when they don't give a fuck about you, will cause a person to go insane.

I'm trying to spread wisdom that I gained and because I learned it.
I try to share with the world, but they're stubborn and they haven't earned it.
So I spit my very soul on a blank white screen
Hoping that somebody reads it and they will receive me and help me with my dream...

I'm only trying to express myself and give them the better part of me
because i'm closer to my dreams than I've ever been before
and i'm trying share the art in me
so its like I'm robbing the rich.... and giving to the poor.
Or like, I'm trying to share the God in Me.