Another Pill

I've swallowed yet another pill,
and no one knows my pain.
I feel it travel down my throat
and wait for the effects to reach my brain.
Clearly I am looking for a way out
others can call it running away
but they don't know what this is about
but assume that i'll be okay

Numbness travels from my feet and reaches up to my arms,
at this point i have no feelings
and most would be alarmed
but I'm used to numbing myself so I won't feel the pain
and going to another place where no one knows my name.

I've swallowed yet another pill
and no one knows my pain.
I 've swallowed another one
and now i can't feel the pain.
Just one more and no one knows my name
and is it your negligence that makes you to blame?