Submerged

I'm drowning...
I tried to test the waters with the tip of my toe
and you submerged me...

I have no life jacket and my swimming arms are weak
my lungs can't hold any more air and my legs are tired...

Why is it that when you accept something into your life, people think it is okay to involve you in it whole-heartedly? Like, did you ask me if I was okay with the role that you want me to play? Or did you simply assume since i was cool, I would go with it and shut up? Le sigh..I'm stuck... This time I'll go with it and keep my mouth shut, but I'm tired. Don't submerge me when I simply just wanted to take a look...