Thursday, January 19, 2012

I Wait

I wait
Everyday waiting on him to shower me with the love that I deserve
Realize that I am a woman and even though I’ve got hills more than curves
I’m worth it
This beat in my chest is bumping like a bass
heart PLEASE be still as I look at his face
and into his eyes.
Trying to replace that smile in my heart with a scowl
because this is dangerous.
unexplored territory and his smile took all of my defenses
My face- uncamouflaged amd i’ve lost my senses
endless
thoughts of you loving me
and me being that she that you so often talk about…
I wait…
anticipating the harsh realities of rejection
knowing that i’m about to learn my lesson
and i still cannot find the strength to pull back

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